_JINXED`_
10.01.1990
cursed`
_____ my wish Lists
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[x] leather corset top
[x] LEVIS skinny jeans
[x] red lenses
[x] black lipstick
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[x] YSL BABYDOLL
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[x] DAVIDOFF cool waters
[x] 'FANTASY' fragrance
[x] ANNA SUI foundation
[x] ANNA SUI blusher
[x] ANNA SUI lipgloss
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[x] LOUIS VUITTON wallet
[x] LIVING DEAD DOLLS
[x] CHIVAS REGAL 18
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[x] green iguana
[x] bearded dragon
[x] ball python
[x] milk snake
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[x] conch piercing
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[x] double tongue piercing
[x] dermal anchors on temple
[x] implants on my forehead
[x] leo tattoo on my forehead
[x] abstain from sex
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[x] one FINAL drug romp
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[x] kiss from william scorpion
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[x] get william scorpion's number
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[x] liposuction on thighs
[x] artificial dimples
[x] cosmetic surgery on eyes
[x] cosmetic surgery on nose
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[x] no more tears for mum & dad
[x] totally quitting my drug habits.
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[x] i wanna be happy again.
after a few months
of isolation..
i went back into action
back into the warm darkness
i was so familar with.
the hole im struggling
to get out
yet constantly jumping in.
back into drugs
ecstasy used to be
something i didn't have
any desire to abuse
and now..
im using it almost daily.
jabbing is also something
i stopped for 2 years
but i went back to it again.
used to be MIA
in nightlife
and now im clubbing daily.
what's wrong with me?
was it due to lack of ice?
or was it due to emptiness?
or even boredom?
i got news yesterday
that i passed my N'Levels!
never in my wildest dreams
did i thought i will pass.
because i only took 2 papers
and it takes 3 to pass!
now im really confused..
and guys are swarming into
my life in a rate that
i can't even have any time
to consider about my feelings.
someone help me!
why am i never happy?
tearstaiinedd`
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